What is life? I don't know. There are so many different definitions of it and yet I'm lost in my own perspective of what life actually is/should have been.. It's funny that we live life everyday and when somebody asks us, "What is life?" we simply freeze and get overwhelmed with a sense of confusion. The question "What is life?" questions our existence and the existence of everything else. But how would you answer on it? Not that easy - huh? It's interesting that many people are researching on this exact question and are willing to find the answer.. There is even a book with the title: What is life?, written by Erwin Schrödinger - maybe we could find some closest answers there?? Well what would I know, I'm just a girl questioning this myself every now and then, trying to give out the best answer my mind could possibly have at the moment.. but you know what? It's always different, my opinion changes. And I think, that's okay. I mean I'm still in the phase of growing myself. It's the time in which 'I'm learning the importance of physical activity. So I have plenty more time to find out what life actually is.
I brought up this theme, because this question popped up quite many times in the past two weeks. They were filled with all kind of stuff - good and bad feelings. Honestly I felt confused, and that's when I became "deep" with my own thoughts, questioning myself anything that I possibly can. I thought a lot about what's happening around me at this time and I had many moments when the only thing I wanted to do was hide under my bed and never be found again.. but you know what?! - you only live once and I don't want to exist, I want to live, I want to flourish. I want to live life to the fullest and experience every single thing that it offers to me. So I got to the point - during my "very very (also very very rarely) bad mood" moment - where I realized that hiding under the bed won't offer me as much as the life around me, it won't give me the memories to remember in years time from now and neither will bad feelings. So I got up, put a smile on my face and moved on, knowing that it's normal to have a day/moment like that, but also knowing how to make it all fade away and surround myself with positive energy.
I know this isn't the answer on "What's life?", but it still is a little realization I got out of my life. Maybe the main purpose of life is to teach us how to deal with everything that falls on us? Maybe life is a lesson!! Or this might just be my opinion - at the moment. I know it will take me time to find out, maybe it will take me forever, and maybe I will never know, but until then I'm just gonna have fun and enjoy what this beautiful life has to offer me.
ไม่มีความคิดเห็น:
แสดงความคิดเห็น